Stranger..

Day 6 .. A Stranger. (ok so i know im not doing these every day... )

I cant really think of just one to write this about.. I meet so many from day to day, working direct with the public.. most are the same sheep, rushing to catch their train that they didn't allow enough time to arrive at the station, get their ticket, find out where to get their train.. People rushing here, rushing there. Then there are the people who just rock up and expect a service to be waiting for the. yes we are there for the public, But sorry guys we do have a system. maybe you should do a little research for you just turn up.
there are the usual disgusting pig's of the general public that leave their mess everywhere, leave rubbish, tampon wrappers strewn on the floor. The kids that eat their candy and make sure every little peice of wrapping ends up on the seat of the floor. Being a hygeinest and a perfectionist sometimes this is living torture.
Then there are the rare and beautiful people, who are courteous to the other passengers, who wait in line, who ask nicely, who thank you for your time, people who make the effort to walk three steps to the bin to dispose of their rubbish. they notice and they listen. These people are true gems. The others.. i guess taint my view of humanity... not that i had a perfect one of them to start with.


Day 5 - My Dreams

So my Dreams, this topic has kinda thrown me.. Am i writing to my dreams? About my dreams? or what my dreams of life and expectations are?

I think i'll just put this.

My Dream?

To be successful at being in love and loved, at raising gorgeous children, at having a career that im good at, AND i love. I think with this, along with being able to follow my passions of tech, photography and travel, I would be very happy.

Day 4 - My Closet Relative... My child.

Dear my Baby Girl Chloe,

Already you are 6 years old, and it amazes me the things you learn, and discover so quickly and easily everyday. From words, to facts about the world and how things work. You are so eager to know everything. Your intelligence amazes me everyday, there is always something new, that u already understand. You have such a loving and caring nature within you and i love it when that shines though.

You have a steadfast and strong attitude, that im sure you've attained partially through ur genes of your father and through the kids at school. Sometimes it is a struggle teaching you the wrong and right places to use this attitude, I hope that you will understand that sometimes I have to be a little bit mean, to show you the right way about things, like respecting your grandparents even if they stir you a little bit.

I always try to give you everything, and a lot of people say your too spoiled, But your my responsibility, and i want you to be happy and have things, that even i wanted as a child.

My biggest regret, has been your homelife, so far, that we currently live with nan and grandad, and you've never really had a stable father figure in your life. Your real father doesnt show you or give you the amount of attention and so on, that any father should. I hope that you will learn this and see the real side of things as you mature a little more. And the couple of men that i have loved and thought were the one, loved you too, but in the end it wasn't enough. I guess its a life lesson that i hope i can pass on to you, Don't let yourself fall or invest too much into a man, until you are certain 200% that he's there forever, that you've seen his real colors.

I hope you learn to also realise that you are very beautiful, Your hair is gorgeous, so many people stop to compliment you or I about it. You have the cutest complexion and darlz, freckles aren't a bad thing hun. They just make you more adorable!

You are growing up so fast and always telling me what a big girl you are now. But you will always be my baby girl. I love you so much, and I want you to know that no matter what, I'll always love you and be there for you, unconditionally .


Love you forever,
Your mummy xx

Day 3 - My Parents

(( ok so this one is a little late, Ive been waiting for a chance to use the computer, because its much swifter to type with ))

Dear Mum and Daddy,

Firstly I'd like to say Thank You for all the things you did for me, to help me out, to raise me with respects and values, and to teach me things whether they were right or wrong, its all part of what made me the person I am today.

Secondly I'll start with Dad, Thank you for being the strong role-model you always were u taught me lots of things to do with getting things done, money and more of the complicated and real world things that mum doesn't understand. I'm sorry I guess I didn't grow up as the Perfect child, with my suicidal tendencies, and my not so perfect grades in senior high school, as well as having a baby when i was quite young and the many failed relationships. However I hope I made you proud of me in the my other accomplishments, through my intelligence and wealth of talents with writing and computers, that I wasn't a ridiculously rebellious teenagers, and didn't get into smoking, drugs or gangs. I hope that my achievements and dedication with the Girls Rally made you all proud of me, as well as the way I raised my Beautiful Daughter Chloe, and the dedication and love i showed to her, and the Darren, Mike and then James who i thought were the 'one'. I guess the fact of my numerous engagements must be a little disappointing or confusing, but i would rather look at it as, I want to love, be loved and get married, I just want to make sure its definatly the right man.
Also dad I want to thank you for always being there, sticking out all the tough situations our family has been through. Your strength of character always amazes me. The way you put up with Mum's attitude is amazing, the way she talks to you is wrong sometimes, but you just keep on going. I know too now that ur silent approach that i never used to understood, was just you being the peace keeper, mum never backs down or lets off, so just letting it go ends up being best. Daddy, I love you.

So now onto mum. Mum u did some good things, in teaching me some skills with household sorta stuff that has helped here and there, but i think u failed at making me feel loved and cared for. The things you have said over the last ten years, have cut so deep and I wont and can't ever forgive you. They're things i know i would never say to my own child. There were so many times that, I just wanted my mum to care and love me no matter what. But you were always the criticizer, slamming me for everything i couldn't do, everything i failed at, everything that was wrong with me.
You never understood my illness's, and that too hurt. I needed you at times, to understand to make sure I'd be ok.
I know that all of this is maybe because of the way you were raised and the old values and behavioral traits that were past on from your parents. It was a shame that you couldnt see and accept that life today isn't what it was when you grew up. Some things you did, dressed, acted, aren't accepted these days.
Talking of your parents, The day your mum died you become a different person, not just an orphan, but the greed of money changed you. I hated the fighting that between you and your sister tore the family apart. I hated that we no longer had big family occasions. I hated to you everything became about money and you just sat there on your pile of money and wanted more. I guess you taught me a huge life lesson that has definatly affected my value's in life. It has shown me the power of money and how it changes a person. Sometimes for the good, but in a lot of cases it consumes them, their personality is mutated into something else. I wanted you to see for so long that money isnt going to be there for you and keep you warm and be your friend. Ur family, and love matters more than anything.

One thing I am happy about is, that you have finally accepted my name. Thank You.

Lastly, Id like to wrap it up by saying, thank you for helping me and being there are times. :) I appreciate it.

Love your daughter,
Amanda.

Day 2- My crush

Dear Dream man

I have yet to really feel the touch of ur skin, ur hair or breathe . I have yet to walk next to you . Or know something as simple as your name yet u fascinate me .

Your reappearing presence in my dreams , leave such a impression , that I am left in wandering thoughts through the waking hours.

Who r u really ??

And how am I constantly dreaming of someone so unknown yet feels like for a lack of better words my twin soul .

Maybe I want the answers or maybe It's better left unknown . Maybe u are just that .
A fantasy .


Day 1 (30 day challenge)

Dear Kate,
Thank you for being my bestie for the past 6ish years. Although in past years we don't get to see each other as often, but ur always someone I look forward to catching up with . We have had soo many fun adventures out and about, from getting so drunk we have both been taken to hospital on seperate occasions to trips up the coast to visit 'friends' of mine . I hope you'll always b a bestie for years to come.
I always think it's funny when u fret about ur face or weight . It's silly really ur a pretty girl , sometimes I feel so albino against ur tanned/olive skin .

Anyways i'm not sure what else to write about , ur my bestie and if u need anything Eva , I'll b there for ya !

Luv, mandee :)



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30 Letters in 30 Days Challenge.

Hey Guys,

Found this challenge on one of the website i regularly visit and decided to give it a go :) so as of tomo i will be starting the 30 days.. :

The 30 Day Letter Challenge

Day 1 — Your Best Friend

Day 2 — Your Crush

Day 3 — Your parents

Day 4 — Your sibling (or closest relative)

Day 5 — Your dreams

Day 6 — A stranger

Day 7 — Your Ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

Day 8 — Your favorite internet friend

Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet

Day 10 — Someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to

Day 11 — A Deceased person you wish you could talk to

Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain

Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you

Day 14 — Someone you’ve drifted away from

Day 15 — The person you miss the most

Day 16 — Someone that’s not in your state/country

Day 17 — Someone from your childhood

Day 18 — The person that you wish you could be

Day 19 — Someone that pesters your mind—good or bad

Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression

Day 22 — Someone you want to give a second chance to

Day 23 — The last person you kissed

Day 24 — The person that gave you your favorite memory

Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Day 26 — The last person you made a pinky promise to

Day 27 — The friendliest person you knew for only one day

Day 28 — Someone that changed your life

Day 29 — The person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to

Day 30 — Your reflection in the mirror


Wishlist 2010

I've been meaning to get this writing down now for awhile.. was hoping there was some little funky site that i could do it up and share it .. but no luck. So Im FINALLY going to post it on here.

* 21.5" Imac w/ magic mouse


* Graphic tablet either a Bamboo one or Medion .



* Suzuki Jimny or Vitara for fun weekends!



* Land .. not sure what size yet.. got to do some research on this!



* Have my home built to my design



MODIFICATIONS FOR MY SWIFT

* Rear Sports Spoiler for my Swift

* Custom Fuel Cap because the current one is just terrible!

* Sexy Mag Wheels

* Some Kinda Decal... Maybe Lightning.. somethign to make her look unique.


Ok at the moment that is all my brain in spitting out, but im sure i'll be back to edit this at times :)

Rainmeter rains on my parade. I mean Desktop.

So in my constant pursuit to customize everything i have.. I cant help it.. somethings ..generic is well.. boring..
anyways I have recently discovered Rainmeter. And well. WOW. It lets u make your desktop completely different.. your desktop actually becomes more resourceful and useful the way it should be.
Rainmeter is a small software application you can download here, and while being extremely light on resources.. not like u MR pretty Vista.. is extremely usable and, completely customizable.

" Rainmeter is a Windows customization application. Empower your desktop with an expandable library of useful tools - handy notes and application launchers, weather and feeds from the web, system status and more. Then, rearrange and modify them to suit your personal style. With Rainmeter, your desktop is finally yours. "

Which initally using it, is daunting and i guess a little tricky.. its user face isn't layed out with a easy settings page that sets it all up, its all bout moving, and selecting the right parameters, and entering them into the text. For those who want it simple however, there is plenty of themes/skins for rain meter out there on sites like:

http://customize.org/rainmeter

http://www.skinbase.org/Skins/Rainmeter/412

http://browse.deviantart.com/customization/skins/sysmonitor/rainmeter/


So far I'm starting out using Omnimo UI 1.01

Here is my desktop atm :


Catch up. MUST DO #1, #7, #20

So I've been slack.. But to make up for it I have done more of my must do's. But I havent forgotten about my personal love for tech, internet and goodies. So dont worry there is more of that to come soon. So Lets tick of some of these Must Do's.

#1 - Australia Zoo.

Firstly I have to say how Impressed I was with the Zoo. It had been quite a while since i had last been when i was much younger, but the whole Zoo has so much more now, and so spread out with room still to grow.
Since this is the beloved home of the departed Croc Hunter Steve Irwin and his Family, as one can expect the main focus and key element of the park is reptiles and in particular Croc's. The Croceseum is a great stadium/ pavilion for shows and performances and the idea of Steve's to be able to present animals naturally in front of a large live audience has really worked fantastically here. The collection of Australian animals is quite complete from roo's, koalas, Wombats, emu's and more, its also the inclusion of rarer animals such as the Elephants, Red Panda's and Tigers that really captivate you. It isn't a zoo where you go and see the animals, trapped and bored, or perhaps forced to do silly tricks and entertainment. But the zoo, presents oftenly their audience with information and demonstrations about the reality of the creatures, their nature, and their environment.

It is clearly obvious that a lot of time, money and resources are put into researching and researching the animals, their environments, behaviors mannerisms and all other aspects before they become a new addition to the zoo. I felt happy after leaving Australia Zoo that there was people out there that are passionate about caring, and preserving our beautiful creatures.

I fully recommend a visit to the zoo, it might be a bit costly $55 Adults, $33 Kids.. Its worth it.. The Zoo is always developing and uses its money towards the animals and supporting causes and the local business's.

Things I reccommend making sure you dont miss?
# A show in the Croceseum.
# A Show or presentation by the Irwins, afterwall they are the superstars behind the project and it just makes your day a little bit more special.
# Seeing the Elephants and Elephant presentation.
# Try to fit in as many animal feedings/ talks/ shows as possible. They tell u so much and you get a real insight.



#7 - Pumicestone Passage, Bribie Island.

Since i live relatively close to this area, I frequently cross the passage and spend a day over on the island. It is truly a beautiful place, Its a mix of great recreational facilities, as well as being urbanized that you could easily enjoy a stay of one, two or more days or even weeks. Along with the great weather that is common in QLD, it is absolutely great to spend a day at the waterside.. Weather its playing in the sand with the littlies, Swimming, Boating in the Passage or just exploring the island. It is fast becoming a well developed, and fantastic recreational destination.

Pumicestone Passage, part of Moreton Bay Marine Park is home to a multitude of sea creatures, fish, jellies, dolphins, dugongs and sea turtles.

There is also great fishing to be had in the passage, fish commonly sought - Flathead, bream, mackerel, tailor and snapper. You will not be able to miss the sight of crab pot beacons floating among the passage, as keen fishermen seek out the delicious mud crabs and blue swimmers, that are also found among the waters.

Top Spots:
# Sylvan Beach
# White Patch
# Esplanade along Bongaree.


#20 Moreton Island

although my trip to this island could be much more longer and through, I still had an awesome time, visiting Tangalooma on a Day trip. We took an Extended Day Cruise Package, that included our return transfers to the island and dolphin feeding, for $90 each (adult). I think the biggest two things i noticed throughout the day was firstly the beautiful sereneness of the water, the beach and the nature. The Sweeping Palms the lined the foreshore, the Light Blue to Aqua Water, so inviting as it attracted swarms of Swimmers, Boating Enthusiasts, Para-sailers and more to frolic in the beautiful blue.
The Second, nothing is normally priced over there. restricted access of it being an island, and the tourism push means, lunch meals were $20 each. A Can of Coke $3. Any tours you wanted to do were at least $35 each.

We decided to go on the desert Safari tour, being the cheapest at $35 a head, which went for an hour an a half. I was subtly disappointed by the fact the "Safari" ended up just being a Bumpy Bus ride out to the large Sand Desert Dunes and then an hour spend in the heat and burning on sand, sliding down on toboggans which was an awesome experience, and one i would of done more than the once, had it not been so physically exhausting to scale the dune, in the 40 degree heat and burning hot sand.

Ofcourse a must see is the collection of Shipwrecks not far from the Tangalooma Resort. We hired a tinny for $25/hour and drove out amongst them, I was eager to snorkel and explore the wrecks, but my little one was not at all keen.

All in all i definitely enjoyed the day, and would fully recommend the trip to anyone. I would also recommend that you plan to spend, and fully experience what the island and resort and waters have to offer. Get out there and do it! We only get one life to live once.